I'm actually really not that good with dealing with my emotions I've realized. I think that's interesting because most people seem to think that I'm personable. For as honest as I claim to be with my feelings, I actually cover up a lot of how I really feel as to not get hurt. That's why sarcasm is AMAZING.
Even then, I can't really be honest with myself. It's sad. But there's one thing I know for sure and that I hate saying goodbye. There's something so final about it, admitting that it's the end. And it's kind of depressing because it seems like there's no hope for the future.
When I say goodbye, to me it means, thanks for everything. Exit life stage left. And I don't really know if I handle it too well. That's why I'll either distance myself or just write emo crap like this.
So I just act like a little kid and spend my time wishing for the impossible.
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